disappointment

there's many thing happen, many story to tell, a lots of sadness want to share, broken heart again and again and again, but stiill.. i love him like helll!!! tak pernah berkurang, not even a little. i just share my story, hide my sadness by laughing al the time, aku tak mintak simpati sesiapa pon. not even you. yesterday when i want to sleep i what for your call, but, disappointed. when i woke up i hope everything back to normal, but when i open my eyes and wait for call call but still, disappointed. i know this wasnt a bad dream. everytime my phone ring i hope its you. but still disappointed.

if i can make awish, i wish he will love me the way i do.


I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time.
All the time